I’m trying to be cool.. but it’s hard to control the anxiety.. Panic is destructive to creativity. and I’ve been doing everything I can for a breakthrough.. a small sign of hope.. it’s been quiet like crickets for days..

I’m tired of being homeless.. being hungry.. regretting the evenings.. trying to find somewhere to sleep.. it’s lonely and the pain is getting to me.

I’m not losing faith.. but is faith losing me???

I haven’t stopped building or trying to get better.. I’ve been doing the best I can with my situation.. everyone is exhausted.. I can’t afford to be exhausted.. I am resilient.. but fear is creeping in.. send me a breakthrough..

If it’s over.. just be over. Don’t get any worse.